Our sufferings are our cross, the greater our sufferings, the greater is our cross. Let us be happy if we suffer too much, for the small crosses cannot reach heaven and carrying a light cross will not kill the evil inside us. The heavier the cross, the more we can focus on Christ and not carry our worldly concern. So let us chose the heavier one despite being able to carry the light one; keep in mind that we are called to imitate Christ, and Christ does not bear a simple cross, but he carried all the crosses of the past, present and the cross of the future to come. God will provide the grace we need, and he’s still willing to carry the cross we chose with us.